This was my first tumblr and boy did I love it. I met so many new people, learned new things, and I miss seeing those numbers about my tumblr. Lol. I left a few months ago, but I can’t help but come back to this account because of how exciting it is. My other one was just boring, dead, and not funny. So I’m starting a new one with the hopes of y’all joining me. [:
I’ve been having epiphanies here and there on changing and doing my own thing. I think I’ve finally had the right one. I’m procrastinating right now, but I’ll let it slide. Lol. After receiving an award, it hit me; I must do better, I must stop being this blob of nothing. If I can’t accomplish world changing things, I may as well accomplish life changing things. I’ve had multiple realizations these past few days that absolutely irk me and it’s interesting.
Why do we place the blame on others for losing a friendship or relationship? It takes TWO to succeed in a relationship/friendship. Why are you letting them go? Why are you saying that saying hello or how you feel won’t make a difference? Explain it however you want to, but you are fucking wrong. If you aren’t willing to put any effort and fight for what you find precious, then you surely don’t fucking deserve it. I can’t fathom how much it bothers me and angers me that multiple people on here let people go. Why aren’t you trying? You’re letting these important people slip through your fingers quicker than sand. I don’t understand why you say all this bullshit without actually trying. How about you try and then spit some ridiculous shit. I mean seriously, don’t act like the victim if you helped with the result; you’re also a criminal of your friendship/relationship ending.
Okay. Now with my rant out of the way, I moved to tuaumbra. ^_^ I haven’t done anything to it yet, but it’ll be more of me. More writing, which can be both good and bad; you decide. Now I go sleep and say fuck it to everything and worry about it later. c: See y’all.